so today we ended up sitting on the floor together playing a game i didnt get to tell her about the week i had but i did say something about being scared she would get angry with me and how i felt like i was bringing home a bad reportcard to the mother.her responce was now i understand but i hope you know that it is you getting angry at yourself that i would never get angry at you.or something like that.we mostly played a game on the floor and talked about colors and putting them to parts of me like i would be pink,the angry protecter part of me that doesnt want to talk would be red .and blue is the color watching over me,Tshe decided thiswe talked about pink red and plue and how they all worked.so as usural T will not be thare next week so i have two weeks to keep myself busy.i decided to write a story about how pink red and blue came alongand share it with her when she comes back.