greenfairy,

Sounds like you are really worried that you might have to move back in with your parents.
Do you think that they have made things worse for you?

I don't know your personal circumstances, but if you feel that "living with your parents" is not good for you or your child- then don't.

There must be other places to live- a womens refuge, some sort of emergency housing?

It may be a good idea to contact your pdoc or therapist about this.

Thinking of you.