I can't help you as I very much long for physical intimacy. But I'm curious since you say you are attracted to women and feel arousal. What exactly do you want to do to/with them? Do you masturbate; what do you think about? Also, have you ever been in love? I have been in love and the urge to want to kiss, hug, hold hands and be close to that person is nothing short of overwhelming! I wonder if maybe things would change if you fell in love.