I never meant to hurt anyone or change anyones life...I just wanted to be a part of something...a million years go by and still nothing has changed...I am drained again...one minute up the next so far down I could play basketball against a curb...how much can the human spirit take before enough is enough...I blame no one for this and no one is responsible for my feelings except me...it needs to be said my friend...I am the worst kind of loser because I actually want to believe that I am worth something...when I realize that I am not it hurts even more...