i have the same problem i cant be alone at all...i mainly rely on my friends...i figured out about dpd when the friend that i am extreemly dependent on researched it and told me then i talked to my consolor.....i have a huge fear of being alone...i have to always be around her or atleast someone....i am to clingy and it makes me very deprssed because i have pushed people away because of it...it scares me and i dont want to be this way...its hard