To calm my nerves, I went to a Christian book store and bought a few comfort items to hide in my pocket. I bought a wallet card that says, "Today.....Let there be peace within me, trusting that God has planted me right where I need to be." I also bought a metal token to carry in my pocket. It has a cross with hearts on it and in the back it says, " You are loved because He first loved you."

No worries, I am not a bible-thumper and will not preach on here LOL!! The comfort items are just to get me through. After therapy I think I will take myself out for an ice cream to reward myself for going. My appointment is in an hour. I am SCARED, but I AM going. I NEED to. I will let everyone know how it goes. Thanks you all so,so,so much for the support and encouraging words.