Broken Walls

You may have gained courage without knowing it by way of your wise mind. As you said. " you were determined to do something no matter what the consequences". Sometimes giving things a chance to settle in without acting hastily can be for the better. Our wise mind is there to guide us in good sound decisions. They may not always be the ones we want but sometimes things work out for the better. I'm not sure if this helps or not without knowing more situation. Good Luck- and stay strong and confident.