Anxious and depressed at the same time. =) Like right now. I should be so excited about moving into my new home that I wanted, and moving back home like I wanted....but can't bring myself to decorate or put things away....I get frozen so to speak. Too anxious to focus or move. I change from drinking a coke, to the computer, to smoking, round and round and round, and get nothing done...It's kinda like being paralyzed for me....then throw in some manic anger, and watch me dwell even more. That's what today has been for me.