Hey all. I really need to get this out. I have an appointment with my therapist thursday. I recenty had some memories come up about the days leading up to my hospitalization in March. The memories arent good ones as my hospitalization was for sui depression...severe I would say. If I tell her and this is new information I am afraid that it may change the way she views or handles me when I am sui. Im getting huge knots in my stomach just considering the idea of telling her. I really have to tell her though because I am not handling them well by myself. Grrrrrr!!!! I hate this kind of stuff.