title says it all. only thing i've been really having problems with is anger, and well i don't think anyone can help me with that. people don't believe me anyway. they are out to hurt me. I just know it. it's like I have this sixth sense that I can tell when people are against me. maybe they will always be against me, and there is nothing I can do about that. it has just gotten worse and worse. my T is against me i just know it. she is on my dad's side. i've never felt like this before, but i feel like i just have to survive and protect myself. It shouldn't be hard to though, because I am awake more often, and can be on guard more. Anyway, i just wanted to let everyone know that I may be gone but not to worry, because I think i have it covered. Just have to be on my guard. not sure what else to say, so bye and make sure to be on your guard too because I don't want anyone getting hurt, especially these days, when you don't always know who is on your side or the other side. good luck everyone