I get really bad paranoia, racing thoughts, and agitation and my self confidence plummets. I don't feel suicidal, but I feel like my existence is pointless. I feel more energetic, have pressured speech, but I feel really tired at the same time.
Since I've been mediated for the most part I haven't experienced full-on mania.
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