It didn't take me long to find it, and there are others now too, I'm just not to sure if you will have access, depending on the words. The best site one that has been around for along time and has hotlines via computer as well as phone is RAINN.org This site is now the offical site for the military, so don't get freaked out if you see the ads for them, they need a safe place too. This can tell you local shelters, I think it can connect you to a teen chat, after you are hooked up, has lots of good info and your state info. A nother site that is just a listing is pamf.org you need to type in teen hotlines, to get a listing for yourself. A good sorce to help with dating questions is loveisrespect.org it is a national dateting abuse helpline that helps you answer questions like you had, do you tell, guys your history, how, when. Then there was two new ones for me but looked good, but remember you never know who's on the other end of a computer. the first has a chatline for teens monatered by Boystown that is yourlifeyourvoice.org and last is loveourchildrenusa.org click for the teen chats there is one for those who have had sexual trama. I hope this is ok by the rules of this forums. But these seem to be good hotlines and I know Rainn is. (((faking Smiles))) You are not alone there are many who have been abused and left afraid. Its ok to feel afraid, but I'm sorry you had to go though that, all my best to you.