Thanks for posting this, I am glad their is this safe place to post.
I am afraid of being vunerable among my peers and friends. I am afraid to cry.
I yearn for excitement and chaotic trends eventhough as I matured they seem more far away. =(
Secrets, I am a sex addict. I have a foot fetish on guys and girls. I am afraid to talk about it to any of my friends or therapist. I feel sometimes I cannot control it. I am afraid to just go for it, with girls. Since, I'm not getting any, I am more and more thinking about hooking up with a guy. I am not sure if I am bi-sexual or not.
I hope one day I will find that special person, or more so she will find me.
I find it hard to accept reality and taking life in a smaller dose. I miss my all or nothing self, and my overcompensating manic, bi-polar self. I desperately want acceptance, but find it hard since my father hurts me all the time. It makes it more difficult to step out and be myself. Darn! This helps.