Maybe he didn't know what to say. Maybe he thought you just wanted to vent. Try emailing him again and say what is your input on what i emailed you the other night. either way, just remember you have gotten this far, you can get through this. just keep trying everyday to make progress. I think that the fact that you are actually trying to get up and take your meds on time is impressive. That says a lot right there. One day other people will be able to see just how impressive that is also.