Am I annoying?? Am I too clingy?? Am I worthless??
My life is stressing me out really bad right now. We're adopting my little cousins, My parents are fighting like crazy, my dad's side of the family wants nothing to do with us, my brother makes everything worse, and I don't have that many people to talk to right now.
To make it worse, my 'best friend' seems to hate me right now! She has been there for me for a few years now, and she's the only close friend I have left. We were talking about a week ago and I told her about something that happend in my past. A male, that I will hate for the rest of my life, touched me in ways he shouldn't have. I told her this and how it mad me feel. She was the first one I told about it. She has since acted like she hates me. I don't know what I did wrong! I told her something that still hurts me, that I still have trouble with sometimes. She has yet to talk to me for more than ten minutes and keeps telling me that I'm annoying. I asked her to talk to me yesterday and she said that I was annoying her and she hung up the phone!
She is always telling me how bad and flawed I am. It hurts me so much . But I can't say much because I know I've said some very hurtful things to her. It's just she's the first person that I've ever really trusted, and I can't handle it when she's like this.
I feel like it's my fault that she hates me. I'm the one that keeps wanting to talk to her, I'm the one that keeps asking if she cares about me, and I'm the one that has the problems. It's me fault, isn't it??
I just really want to cry right now, but that's a sign of weakness .
Please help me, please........