((LovesShelley)) - just stopping by to give you a hug. Never let anyone make you feel bad about yourself. Right now your friend isn't being a good friend ATM but its good you trusted to share you story. Did you ever tell an adult what happened to you? It sounds like there's alot of stress going on in your life. Try to take care of yourself and give your friend some space for now. I hope things get better for you. Always remember, you're an important person.