I cut, like, when i cut, i do it but when i watch the blood pour down my arm, drip of my fingertips i sit, and laugh, i laugh alot, I sit and dont feel the pain.. i feel happy. I love the feeling as its relased.

I've done it with blunt objects, sharpend objects, home made tools, screws & screw drivers etc etc.

400 scars on one arm, im 19 this isn't normal. I cant help it, people say "you're cutting across why not down?" i say "Because i dont want to die.. i want to feel pain, anger" i dont know if this relates to psychosis or what.. but i enjoy cutting, but i know its not good for me anymore as some of my scars have bust open befor, when i've thought they was fully heald... any help or tips on how to take my mind away from that and to put it in a better way...