The old me misses the feelings of depression. Of being so low and so self-absorbed in my own problems. Feeling depressed and then high told me I was alive. All that's left is me trying to feel good about myself when my mood is kinda bleh.

I'm currently having slight auditory hallucinations. It isn't enough to warrant telling my therapist or pdoc. Things like hearing faint singing, buzzing sound.

I just got settled on some medication and have been feeling better. I'm scared that if I tell them anything is wrong the first thing they'll do is make me take new dosages of things.

I don't know if I can ever do enough.