I feel like total %#@&#!. I'm tired of being angry all the time. I'm tired of being depressed and I especially getting tired of having to punish myself for being so angry all the time. yesterday Feb 24th 06 was my mothers 2nd year of her death. I miss her so much. I wish I had a mother who was still alive. I didnt get any support other then my father but even he is still grieving over my mothers death and don't know how to give me the right support that i need. My Aunts (My mothers sisters) Didnt bother to call me to see if I was alright. I went to a mental health dropin center and 30 mins later getting into an arugment with 2 working staffs over my unfair treatment that I recieved last year. You can read my complaint at [url=http://forums.psychcentral.com/showflat.php?Cat=&Board=psychotherapy&Number=256076&Forum=,,,All_Forums,,,&Words=&Searchpage=0&Limit=25&Main=256076&Search=true&where=&Name=9828&daterange=&newerval=&newertype=&olderval=&oldertype=&bodyprev=#Post256076 Therapy had failed me[/url]

I became so enrage that I called up my father and asked him to pick me up. Which I'm pretty proud of myself for doing because I would already been baker acted already. I storm out of the center and one of the workers that i was arguing over told me "We love you" I said something very sarcastic (forgot what I said) and left. Before I was heading torwards the road... I thought of a new sarcastic thing to say and so I walked back and said it and left for the final time.