you dealt wiht it in a way that was not helpful - i have the scars to show i know about that - somtimes we fall down and we do things that arnt the best for us - but we survive and start again
you hit a wonderful target
remember one second one minute one hour one day - these are all great targets too
you did it before so you can do it again
we fall we get up
survive one second at a time if you have too
keep your hands busy and if you can - get rid of your blades that make it ... not an easy option ...but an option
you can do this - i am starting again as of this second - and so can you
P7
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet