I have only ever admitted to one person and I haven't ever let him see most of them. I avoid short and swimming suits like the plague as most of my noticable scars are on my thighs. He got me to swim in a lake today (in knee length shorts). That was the first time I've been in the water for two years. I used to love swimming, but now I pretend I don't so I don't have to get in the water.