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Originally Posted by phoenix7
you dealt wiht it in a way that was not helpful - i have the scars to show i know about that - somtimes we fall down and we do things that arnt the best for us - but we survive and start again
you hit a wonderful target 
remember one second one minute one hour one day - these are all great targets too
you did it before so you can do it again
we fall we get up
survive one second at a time if you have too
keep your hands busy and if you can - get rid of your blades that make it ... not an easy option ...but an option
you can do this - i am starting again as of this second - and so can you
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Thanks you phoenix, I can't throw the blades away. It's not that I don't want to, it's that I'm a fashion design student. I use the blade to cut my fabrics and threads. I sew to take my mind off of things. I constantly use the knife to cut my work. I took my pills and mother sent me to the doctor's this morning when she saw the blood stained floors. I'm a little better. Too many pills to tell otherwise. I keep my self busy with my knife, not one me... Yet. Ivebcounted by the minute. So far, my number increases.