So My boyfriend & I have been dating for over 5 years now,
We have a 2 yr old son gonna be 3 in Oct.
I have NEVER EVER been so jealous with a boyfriend until after i had our son,
He did cheat on me and whatever but i got over it and stuff.
Every time He looks at a girl or anything like i get insucure cause i think he'll do it again.I think i trust him it's just that the people he hangs out with sometimes i think i don't trust.! I get so mad and frustrated and i tell him that i can't control my jealous most of the time.Like that's not me..It's not who i am.I'm very happy and outgoing it's just that when i see other girls like trynna talk to him as "friends" gets me mad.I trust him i know he won't do anything wrong.
We've passed fazes that were hard on us cause what he's done.& at one time we broke up cause we argued alot,so after that we went our separate ways for about 9 months &
I was with a guy totally cool he didn't interest me & i just wanted to see if he would feel the way i felt.But he tried dating this other chick & that failed but i got super pissed i was throwing stuff and punching walls when he wouldn't answer my calls & I would get aggrivated .I don't know what to do with my jealousy anymore?