((((Masimo))))

It's okay to have rose colored glasses to have on if it helps you to cope. Don't think about the ending, that will hurt your therapy. It is totally normal to ask him how he honestly feels about you. If you are not too shy, ask him in therapy. I would approach it very carefully though..........he might pull back a little if he senses that you sense his feelings. I would just say something like.......Do you care about me? And if he asks why, say I struggle with having these feelings for you and not knowing how you feel about me is tough because I already know you mean more to me than I do to you, but it would be nice to know if you do care, that you are here for the right reasons sort of thing. Of course you know he is but that might be a good way to start it...........Of course he may ask Why do you care what I think and want to explore that avenue as well? But I think it is worth the risk for you. It would also be a good time to let him know attached you are him in, in a safe way, and ask him to please not pull back as you need that right now? Just a thought.