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I know how you feel

. I lost my home almost 3 years ago now. In the long run though it was a good thing for me.
However, things can be done to try to keep it. Work with your bank.....they really don't want you to lose your home either. They will take a loss if you lose it and they would rather you be able to keep it. You can probably file for bankruptcy and your home can be protected. Is there a way you can contact a credit counselling service? Online? If they are in your area they will make a home visit too to meet with you if you are unable to meet them.
Keeping positive thoughts going your way.

Heather