well that's how it feels anyway. i called my therapist this morning, but she hasn't called me back yet. a good friend is out of reach this weekend, and pretty much everyone else i know is gone for the holiday. my partner of (7+ years) and i are splitting up, so she's not around either. i reached out to my sister a little bit, but she's just giving me $hit about something that i don't even feel like talking about. and to top it off, my bday is monday and i don't have any plans