Good, she didn't question anything, so I think it worked, but I know she wouldn't say anything anyway. Today, it's still hard I know what I need to do, I need to be realistic about the things I do. I also need to take care of the feelings from the past, and the abuse that I inflicted on myself. It's still affecting me today, not sure how I"m going to do so, don't know what to do, but I am feeling some what out of control with it, and I'm afraid of what could happen.

So I will try to stay busy, I just hope I'll be fine today.