Last year I put myself in a situation I shouldn’t have that resulted in pregnancy. I found out at an early stage. I was a couple of weeks pregnant and I took the abortion pill, which since then, I’ve been having health issues. Like you, I’m still feeling a lot of emotions over the issue and I’m typically a detached type of person that doesn’t let things get to me. I never would have thought that this would have affected me to this extent and what made it worse was I went through it alone. I can completely relate and I feel for you, but this is something you cannot change. The coping process may take a while and if you need to reach out for further help to get you through, I suggest you do just that. I would even include your boyfriend in on your feelings. Any type of support helps. *hugs*