Well thats good Sillystring1 you are moving at your own pace and you are thinking about some very important aspects of your past and thats really good. You may not be rolling it off your lips in a session but you are thinking about it in your mind as you are approaching how that will roll off your lips. That is very good because when it does roll off your lips you will have a better idea of what you DO need to work on to get past it.

And keep your thoughts that you express here and any other thoughts you have should be chronicled in a private notebook. Part of therapy is YOUR OWN WORK on YOUR OWN. That is important to understand, it is more about how you learn to look at your past and come to terms with all the emotions and questions revolving around it. Taking your time is PART OF YOUR PROCESS and there is NO REAL PRESSURE FOR ANYTHING to roll of those lips. YOU will know when the time is right, you have to think about what you really need to work on. What you have said here is very good.

Open Eyes