I have had issues in the past with bingeing but when they took me off of Zyprexa the bingeing stopped until now...After the Zyprexa was out of my system I went through months of not wanting to have anything to do with food...I lost 68lbs and I'm down to a misses size 4 jeans and their even to big on me...My roommate griped and griped at me about not eating, she hounded me about it constantly...Not in a caring way but in a controlling way as if I was a disgrace to her...Well 2 weeks ago I binged to the point I vomitted...For 4 days I was good and then it hit me again...To make a long story short for the past week I've been bingeing every day...I'm hyper about it, I run to the food and shove it in as fast as I can...I make a sandwich and spread mayo or whatever as fast as I can...My actions are in high speed...I get sick but I keep eating...I can't stop...I want to bang my head against a wall to get the thoughts to stop...I am miserable........JB
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