So... I hate how my brain is all scattered and junk all the time making me incredibly careless and clumsy... It is really quite frustrating. I've gone through so many phones and it's really stressing me out. Today I dropped my laptop (not far enough to damage it though) then I dropped it again on my foot! WHICH FRIGGIN HURT!

THEN I went to take it upstairs and not thinking, I rolled up the cord and put it inside the laptop and closed it a little and ended up completely busting the screen. I think I have insurance and I think they can replace the screen so I won't lose all of my music and compositions, but that does not stop me from being completely pissed at myself and feeling like I can never do anything right. UGH!!!