Here's a follow up to my post. I am taking an antidepressant, and it seems to be working Loneliness is my biggest problem right now. I don't know if it's anxiety and depression that makes it hard to make friends or what, but I have none right now. I actually don't think it's anxiety/ fear or dysthymia that makes it hard for me to make friends. Maybe at work, yeah. anxiety sets in, but at home, all I do is stay home. I'm thinking maybe I don't want to get better or something because I didn't go to this art group I joined and I haven't been to the gym in about a month. I have read articles on ways of meeting people, and it seems I do the opposite because: 1.) art is getting boring for me 2.) working out is not fun. Someone once told me though, that as adults, we must do things sometimes that are not fun. And I think I need to do these things. I need to create a habit of doing them because they will help my loneliness. I just wish I could find something that would be more fun to do. I like creative writing, but I just could not show my writing to other people. Well, maybe I could. This is just one long ramble isn't it? But thank you for reading.