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Originally Posted by madisgram
my T gave me a wise saying, he asked, how do you stay healthy in an unhealthy relationship? his answer, distance-either in miles or emotionaly or both. it has helped me a lot with my family. just take it slow and possibly use emails to converse with your sis.
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Thanks madisgram,
My sister and I are many miles away, fortunately. She's somewhere in Tx, and I'm up in Mn. We've sent a few notes back and forth via FB, including our phone numbers. My sis expected me to call her yesterday ~ but I was stuck in my rushing thoughts & emotions.
I'm afraid to call her...I can't really explain why. I'm afraid to get sucked up again! I know that I'm much more fragile than before. I don't have any safety nets below me. I've pushed my family away over the past few years, to finally obtain
some sense of self. I am alone ~ other than my boyfriend and 2 daughters (half-time).
I am probably not making much sense. Sorry
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