I think that it would be interesting to see how the T would help you, after going in with this post printed out & read to her.

I really don't think that the T will assume that you've lied or that you're insane. I think that she would say that you have lived through some very hard times. Perfectly understanding that they have had an impact on you ~ personality, emotions, repeated mistakes, etc. I'm not saying that you DO have the personlity disorders and illnesses. But, it's perfectly understandable that you've forced your way through life, doing what you knew worked to stay alive.

I am sorry that you've experienced repeated sexual attacks. I've been there too ~ unfortunately, we seem to have a sticker on our foreheads that call out to attackers. I feel for you. It is great that you are finally reaching out for professional help. I wish you the very best!

Gentle hugs to you.