Like I said, my revelation came today while I was in the KMart parking lot of all places. Nothing really was going on except the thought just came to my head.
In a way, it was like I don't have to worry about making her happy anymore. I will never be who she wants me to be but Hell, that's life.
I will be kind, compassionate and nurturing to her so that she can feel what I have longed for all my life.
I will for sure keep you posted on this new "outlook".
Perhaps here the "twisted" is reversing roles between a mother and a daughter??????