I don't believe she/he will think you are lying, and if you have managed this long it's dobtful you would be hospitalized unless you are a theat to yourself or someone else. But the T can help you figure out whats going on, the label itself isn't really so helpful as getting the help is. I wish you the best, youv'e been though so much. I hope this is the T for you and she/he gives you what you need. Don't give up, you deserve help and kindess.