There are things I wish I could tell him. I have told him more than I ever thought I would ever be able to so I guess there is hope. I am still struggling with finding the words to say certain things. If I can at least formulate the thought I know he will help me with the words. I had no emotional language for so much of my life as we were not allowed to express emotion in my house, never mind talk about them, so I still have difficulty matching words to feelings. I guess I am happy with the progress we are making. Slow and steady.