I know that exact feeling.....your absolutley right....it does suck the life and energy out of you.

Lonliness, no friends, family, and all that can be tough, I to experience that. It's such a large world full of people, yet you feel like your the only one. It sucks......really badly.

There is some great people here who understand. I'm grateful I found this place when I did.

I really hope you feel better, don't be so hard on yourself. I'm sure your an enjoyable person......nobody hates you here.

Desirae