Ever since December of last year, my mom started ignoring me despite the fact that she claims she wishes she could spend more time with me. I brought it up to her after she finally asked me to do something with her (around February) and she denied the whole thing. So through these past few months, I have started doing my best to not talk to her or hangout with her. When I'm with her I feel like it's so fake. And I'll just get annoyed by the littlest things that she does. She ticks me off all the time and I always wish I could be anywhere but there with her. I honestly don't even feel like she's my mother anymore. I mean she's never been good at being one especially because she is bipolar, has a sleeping disorder, PTSD, and a lot of other stuff... but I guess I just haven't noticed it until recently. I sort of just want to tell her to not talk to me anymore until she can sort herself out, but that's a little harsh. Just wanted to know how you guys think I should deal with her. Thanks!
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