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Jul 03, 2011, 12:20 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2010
Location: Atlanta
Posts: 769
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Therapist,
I want you to know that therapy didn't go well when it first started, you really should have done somethings differently but, I let that go for the sake of NOW and the present, for the sake of getting well and I want you to know that I understand your personal faith is a big part of your practice but, I don't have the kind of faith you have and sometimes talking about faith really bothers me and makes me angry ( I have a lot of personal/family baggage ) over this and I want you to know that something in me is terrified that because of your recent marriage, and the fact that you are 28 without kids, worries me, I worry that you will go on maternity leave ( thats what many woman do after marriage--Have Kids.)/ or in fact never come back to the practice, and abandon me out of nowehere. I haven't told you this because, you told me once not to worry or think of your life and we're HIGHLY offended because you needed me to know that you we're in charge of taking care of you, not me.. because of that, I've kept quiet. I've also always wondered who exactly abused you and how long it persisted.... you told me you we're abused, but, You never told me the STORY. I think I'm only human for wanting to know more... curiosity..., or I need you to help me by charging less for these 90 minute sessions, when you know I am a college student who can't afford it., or Please don't hate me but, the only reason I email less is because one, I'm stronger but, two, and most importantly, I know if I do it too much it bugs you..and in an effort to not see the privlege of email being taken away from me, I email less. Don't hate me but, I wish I could email you every single day, with how my day is going, whats new, all the important things, because I am a writer and it truly helps me process all of my moods and thoughts when you respond... Please don't hate me but, I want to email every day. I would hate for you to go on maternity leave.I want to know how, when, and where--the sTORY- of your abuse and i wish you would charge me less.......
Sincerley,
The Acronym....
P.D.T.M
(A.K.A.-please don't terminate me) lol.
. etc.......
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