i have seen a lot of post about age in life and T.squiggles is great.i noticed something yesterday that for me was so awesome.i felt like an adult.most times i just am who i am.i act very child like in T and also in life.it is a real problem.yesterday i went to a cookout at my BFF house with some of her other friends and some people i didn't know.her husband is an amazing cook so we had good food,good wine ,and good people.i was sitting there with a bunch of other people and eating .TALKING,LAUGHING,ETC...at one point i found myself just looking around smiling and realized i wasn't scared,shy,filled with worry about others liking me,thinking i am acting like an idiot.wondering who hates me ETC...in actuality i was acting and feeling like an adult.it was a moment i wanted to just savor and remember.it can happen.i can feel normal.i don't know if this will happen again but it was just nice.i wish i would be able to share it with my T .it would be strange doing that when i am playing with clay.the whole night was great until i broke my toe and have to work todayback to bratty kid mode