But that's the thing: what led up to me having an ED was just normal body image issues that started when I was 14. And then I went on a diet, and then I stopped eating, and then I started binging, and then I started purging and on and on and on...But I feel like now that I'm older and I've gone to therapy, I've been able to largely get out of that cycle. It's not like there was a specific traumatic moment that caused the ED. SO I don't really know where to go from here in my therapy, you know?