So, I dont cut but i do hurt myself. I stab myself in my gums with a paperclip, because i like the pain, i like the blood in my mouth, i like the sweet taste of it. But, I'm damaging myself SO much.. The paperclip goes through my gums and I'm damaging them. But i can stop. And, i dont know what to do. I just, really need some support right now. I'm doing it right now as i type this. It, just feels SO good! I cant do this anymore.. I also chew on the side of my cheeks, and really bad. I bleed a lot, but i cant stop. And then i have to wait for the skin o grow back until i do it again. One cheek is actually smaller then the other because that one is easier to chew on.