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im sitting here. there is no one around. i cant figure out what to do with myself. i just think and have hardly anything to do. im bored all the time and scared to talk to people. it makes me nervous even writing on this. im scared to get out of my head and be with the people around me but for some reason i cant. i them i am mute. like they pushed the mute button on me. there are buttons to push and whats happens if thats one of them. im so paranoid i think or it might be anxiety. not to sure which one. something sidetracked me and now i am lost again. well so much for my thoughts.
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