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Old Feb 26, 2006, 02:39 PM
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The urge to cut is getting stronger and stronger. That means the longer I hold off, the more it is on my mind. It doesn't seem to work for me that the longer I go the less intense it gets, or how long does that take? It's been over 2 weeks, but just keeps getting more intensely urgent and I'm not sure how much longer I can go. If I give in, at least I won't have to think about it for a while again. Although, my t will be angry with me (guess I could just keep my mouth shut about it).
Thanks, just needed to get this out of me.
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