Hey,
All i can say is i feel your pain and frustration on this whole topic sweetie...
i myself am struggling to begin my transition (MtF) but even so

i identify as a lesbian and i still prefer Females
my Grandmother is heavy on the Jesus bus and that makes it exceptionally hard for me... as she has often reffered to being Trans as " unnatural"
just wanted to say i feel for you.. and if you ever wanna chat i would be honored to have someone to talk to about their issues and also mine

<3 ZP