(((( googley ))))

I can relate to feeling the blame for things that happened...but I am slowly trying to understand that I was not the one that MADE them do what they did. They CHOSE to do what they did....It's so hard not to feel responsible for it. If we had done something differently or tried harder, they wouldn't have been set off....But at the same time, what way is that for a child to live? We shouldn't have had to walk on eggshells....It's not fair....