My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for about 8 months now. This month I was a week late, and got really excited, thinking that we may have actually succeeded in getting pregnant. I tested two days ago, and it was negative, and then yesterday my cycle started. Now I am depressed, angry, frustrated, etc. I am starting to question whether or not I will ever be able to get pregnant. Ever since I can remember, I wanted to have kids. All of the pressure from friends and relatives for me to have a baby is really annoying. They know my husband and I are trying, so they ask if I am pregnant every time I talk to them. It kills me to have to say no everytime....I feel like a failure. I feel like my life has no purpose if I can't have kids.
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