Hiya everybody,

I don't even want to talk about this. I would much prefer to just check out of life and check back into my addictions. But that's not really an option so here goes.

Last night I was talking in chat to one member in particular about the dissociative stuff. He was able to access the others. I read the chat when I came back. They don't like me very much. I know I can be controlling but what the heck?

Anyway, I've told you all about the warehouse in my head with the little tara. I explored that warehouse last night and found a door that led to a beautiful meadow with knee high grass and a really big willow tree. When I was stuck inside I actually felt calm, which I haven't felt in a long long time.

I'm not quite sure what to make of all of it. I would like to know what the inside of your head looks like. Do you find calm? When I say you, I'm asking anybody who reads this.

Love and hugs,
Tara