Jiakhan, if you have the ability to fight the depression with meds and therapy, I really think that you should keep trying. Life with depression is no fun (understatement!). If you can have a life free from that torment, wouldn't you want that?

However I am also painfully aware that there may come a time when you have exhausted all of the treatment options available to you, like I have. My pdoc refuses to try any more meds for my severe (psychotic) depression cos I've been on LOADS over the last 4 years and none of them worked, even a little. She says that I need to accept that this is my life, and to try to make the best of it. (I am in T too.) And so that's where I am, trying to make the best of a bad situation.

I wish you luck

*Willow*